When heard your voice on the phone that day,

The feeling that itches in my heart is difficult to be described.

It is totally beyond words.

I am glad that we are still able to befriend back after the relationship ends.

Although I hope we can continue it.

The song, “ baby, I am sorry” by Coco Lee reminded many things of you.

If I place trust on you more, perhaps we are not like this.

If I do not so tensed with the relationship, perhaps the situation is different from now.

If we are still together, how wonderful it will be

Girl, I really miss the days we were being together.

The time we listened to your Taylor Swift’s songs, my Kenny G’s musics…

The time we went to beach and shouted together although I thought it was childish last time.

The time we spent on art and painting on each fingers, the drawings of yours on my hands and legs.

The time we read novels and talking about if could change to become one’s character.

The time we talked about what other couples do,

The time we shared about politics’ opinions.

The time we spent in Starbucks or Old Town and drink our favorite’s coffees,

The time when you were so frustrated about me to ask you so many stuffs,

The time we spent on chatting on mobile phones at night.

The time we searched for our favourites 9 and 1, you know wat and etc.

The time we spent together on telling each problems and friends and secrets.

The time you talked about how a nice boyfriend you are hoping for.

The time you talked about why hate guys who like to speak swear words.

The time when you telling me that you are influenced to love listening music.

The time when you said you are admiring the way I played guitar especially the song’ I’m yours’.

The time when I taught you how to play ‘ Everytime’.

You had me changed.

However, my hp seldom rings and be called by you anymore.

The ringtone you set for me, I am still using.

I am missing you now.

But I know I have to put you inside the bottom of my heart.

You deserve a better boyfriend.

I lack concern on you when you needed me the most.

I over concerned and lacked trust on you.

I think I never say sorry before whenever I made you sad over.

Always, you are the 1^st to talk to me back when quarreling.

I am sorry.

From calvin, I knew there are people tackling you.

My feeling is like a mixture of sweetness and sourness.

Once, I hope just like the song of Taylor Swift ‘You belong with me’

I never regret that I had been tackling you although you can be quite cruel to me some moments.

I thank you sincerely for once changing me, being my beloved gf, and now my dear friend.

I wish you to have someone who will care you more, love you more.